Starting Again Feels Familiar

I always wanted to be consistent in everything that I do, but I’ve never succeeded in that. Every time I start something new, I think, this is the thing. I’m going to do this my entire life. Every time I think of it, but I was never consistent.

First, I’ll think, okay, it’s just a week. I’ll just skip this week. Maybe next week I’ll continue. But the next week I’ll be like, yeah, last week I already left it out, okay, I’ll leave it this week also. And it continues - weeks on weeks, months on months - but I’ve never succeeded.

Every time I move on to a new place, I’ll always have this quote written: “Consistency is the key.” But I’ve never succeeded in that. I know it’s because of me. I was being lazy, I didn’t try it out properly. I started skipping things.

During my first post, I was too much interested. I got really excited towards it. Then later my second, third, fourth, and so on. But after my 10th post or something (I don’t know the exact number) after my last post, I was like, okay, I’ll just skip this week. Then it took me a month. Not even a month; months.

I wish this time I would continue it. At least, if not every week, I’ll try to make it one post a month - a blog that I’ll keep writing.

So continuing that, now I have started a new hobby. I started crocheting. I even have an Instagram account as a crocheter. And honestly, I was too confused at first. I thought, no, I shouldn’t learn this. But later I couldn’t control my excitement, so I started it.

Now I’m doing it continuously. I’m even selling things and getting orders from people. It feels good. I learned something very quickly, and I was surprised by myself. I think that surprise made me continue.

And now, with the same content, I thought of starting a new YouTube channel, and I actually started one. The scripting for that is going on side by side. There will be video shoots for it too. I just completed (not completed) - I just planned half the scripts: what should be there, when it should come, what clips, what dialogues, how it should look, captions, all these things.

I hope after my first video, I’ll be even more excited for it.

I still haven’t started shooting yet, but I’ll start soon.

Yeah… so I just wanted to write this today because I was feeling a bit low-key for the past week. I don’t know why. Every time I feel low, I come here and write whatever I think. So I hope this write-up will help clear my mind, make me fresh, and help me think fresh too.

Apart from this, we’ll talk about some other things too.

And what shall we talk about?

Well, it feels like I’m on a podcast. Not that trending podcast setup with the side angle, people sitting somewhere in dim lighting with a single spotlight and a mic - no.

I think I want the kind of podcast from the radio times. The way people used to sit in radio stations and just talk, or sing, with only their voice carrying everything.

#கடினமா இரு!! #kadinama iru

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